You think your life is fucked up? Try living a piece of mine.
The email was brief but it brightened This Man's day. It read:
Nice to see that face and body again. I have to run.
And he was sure to include his email address (which This Man knew already). It was from The Dutchman and I was so happy to get it that I had to force myself to stop reading it over and over. It had been a few months since The Dutchman and I had spoken to each other. I still remember. We'd had lunch at a Lebanese restaurant in North Park and then I tagged along while he went to Costco, grabbing some last minute things that he needed before heading out to the desert for a couple of days. If you've been following my blog, you'll know that The Dutchman and I went through quite a ride before finally agreeing to just be friends. You'll recall that it was after I first professed to having feeling for him--only for him to turn around and get back with his ex. Then later, he turned around and confessed to having feelings for me--months later after I'd finally forced myself to get over him. It was a big mess and we just couldn't get it right! So it only seemed right that we end up as buddies. It was This Man's belief that, since I couldn't have a relationship with him, I didn't just want the sex and I didn't want to lose him altogether so it only made sense that we just be friends. He agreed and that was that.Lately, however This Man had found myself thinking about him so much. I didn't exactly get all obsessive the way I did with PJ, but I would just wonder how he was doing or what was going on in his life. Quite frankly, I missed him.
So immediately, I responded to his brief email. Here's my response:
LMAO! You have no idea how this message made my day! This is going to sound crazy saying it, but I miss you so much some times that it drives me crazy.
I didn't regret sending it. In fact, I was glad that I did. His email had made me happy and This Man just had to tell him how I felt. Later on in the afternoon, I got a brief response. Again, This Man was beaming.
you miss me??? That is so nice! So whats been up stranger?
I haven't called him yet and I'm hoping that he'll call me. I just want to hang out and see him again. And that's not too much to ask.Mahalo
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It's always best to feel your feelings, no matter what they are. Even though you guys aren't together, he seems to bring about positive emotions, and that's always good. Enjoy.
TGH, feeling that you want to be in a relationship and actually being a relationship are two separate things. Rod is right on!
i wish you two the best.
just remember its takes two to tango. keep a clear head about what you're getting into, measure your expectations, take it one day at a time.
realize also there is an epidemic of spring fever lately, especially here in the land of no winter.
Whoa, whoa, whoa...Playaj! In this post, I merely said that I wanted to see him again. I didn't say that I wanted to try and start something with The Dutchman. But, you of all people, know how fond I was/am of The Dutchman. He did, however, break my heart, remember?
WOW! I had no idea. How are you feeling about me now? I am still with my ex, aka BF, and pretty happy. I always liked to be with you, sexually and having eats at Ranchos on 30th, going to Costco and all the other things we did.
It's odd you never made me feel that you really "liked" me. Maybe you should have just told me.
I'm sorry if I had hurt you but I really didn't know. I mean I did ask you once but you made it look as if you had no great feel for me. I would never, NEVER, hurt you.
Bye cutie!
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